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Dirty Little Secret

A/N: Back to a male POV. :D After my first [and most likely last] female one… haha. We’ll keep with males. Song is “Dirty Little Secret” by The All American Rejects” © to them! :D

Dirty Little Secret

Of course he knew it was wrong. The fact had been pounded in his head since his birth. Everything about it was wrong, but quite truthfully he didn’t care. The whole thing was fun, and it was worth the lies, keeping the secrets.

Let me know that I’ve done wrong
When I’ve known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

When they had first met, the chemisty was instant. They were only the age of fifteen, but it seemed like they had known each other, that they were soul mates. It didn’t even occur to them, in that very moment, that they weren’t supposed to be together, much less together at the extent they were.

Tell me all that you’ve thrown away
Find out games you don’t wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

Each was the other’s secret, their own little dirty secret. An exchange of kisses was nothing but another secret to be kept, another one to hide away from the world. The whole process was invigorating, exciting, overwhelming for the two. They had their own little secret from the world, and no one but the other had to know.

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Of course, they knew that if one told, it would be over for the both. The other would be nothing but the past, a past regret that can’t be fixed no matter how hard they tried. So it was left to them to keep their secret a secret from the world, one that only they had to know, no one else.

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It’s the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Sometimes they called their little game a dance, they had to keep exact steps or the entire thing would be ruined. The ultimate waltz, that was their lives. One step, two step, three step, four. It had to be done just perfectly, or all would be ruined, and their secrets would no longer be secrets.

Tell me all that you’ve thrown away
Find out games you don’t wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

In an effort of keeping their own little dirty secret, they told the other other little secrets. They discovered things the other liked, things the other didn’t. Their own little game, their little waltz, their dirty little secret was the ultimate route to being together forever.

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

To each, a kiss was the exchange of a secret. Daily they told the other a secret, and kept another. It was their dance to Heaven, their dance to Nirvana.

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can’t deny (deny)

The chemistry was always there. It was always there, enough to drown out the ever-bearing thoughts of how wrong it was, how no one would aprove. But the chemistry was their music, and they loved to waltz.

These sleeping dogs won’t lie (won’t lie)
And all I’ve tried to hide
It’s eating me apart
Trace this line back

“I want to tell someone.” The words were whispered, but the meaning they held couldn’t be held within a shout of the ultimate magnitude. “I want to show you to the world.”

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

They couldn’t, of course. They had to stay a dirty little secret, they had to keep up their waltz, if they wanted the other.
“I want to proclaim to the world that indeed, you are mine. I want them to know!”

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)

“Don’t tell anyone…”

My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

“Why? Why can’t anyone know? Why can’t I show you to the world?”

Who has to know
Who has to know

“Because I like you as my own. My personal little dirty secret, my ultimate Haven.”

A/N: So I decided to do a bit of playing with dialogue. It’s not something I normally play with, I find it somewhat annoying when a story is too dialogue-based, but it seemed to work here.

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