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A/N: Damn you Neo. Damn you Misa. Damn you all. j/k (On the “all” part that is) Oh yeah, the song is copyrighted to Evanescence, it’s called Hello… *insert all that fun legal stuff* I don’t own it and all that fun stuff. And no, I won’t update.


I couldn’t take it anymore, it was swallowing me whole. It had been hours… hours since she went in. And she hadn’t come out yet. I was worried sick… but there wasn’t a single thing that I could do to help her. And it was going to drive me crazy. God…

Playground schoolbell rings
Rain clouds coming to play

It’s been raining for the last few hours… pouring and pouring, sheets of rain were continually hitting the window. The imense noise had become so known to me that it was nothing more than the voices in my head, telling me over and over that she was dead, that there wasn’t anything to do. But I wasn’t about to start listening to them, listening to them could only lead to the worst possible solution. And only God knows how much I don’t want that.

Has no one told you she’s not breathing?
I’m your mind, giving you someone to talk to

For a short time I was telling myself that I was sleeping, that this was only a dream. That she had never been hit, that I hadn’t been the one to hit her. That it was nothing more than a dream. Those thoughts had been quenched over and over as doctors rushed in and out of the room, each one coming out with a darker look on their face. The voices kept talking. They were growing louder. I don’t want her to die.

If I smile and don’t believe
Soon I know I’ll wake from this dream
Don’t try to fix me, I’m not broken

Some of them as they came out looked at me with sad eyes. But I refused to look back. She couldn’t be dead. They were in there reviving her, bringing her back to life, giving her back the smile that had been there before the look of shock appeared. But I knew that she wasn’t dead. She couldn’t be. I loved her, and she would never leave me like that. It’s not the way she is.

I’m the light living for you
So you can hide
I don’t cry…

She was always there for me. I know that she can’t die. She wouldn’t allow it. She’s a strong girl, she won’t die leaving me all alone in the world. I know that she won’t, because she is who she is, and there is nothing in the world that could ever change the sweet love that we share. She wouldn’t die.

Suddenly I know I’m not sleeping
I’m still here… 
All that’s left of yesterday

They come out. They tell me she’s dead. I don’t believe them. It’s all a dream. I’ll pinch myself and wake up, lying next to her side. I’ll turn to my right and smile down at her sweet face. She’ll slowly open her perfect eyes to see me looking down at her, and then she’ll smile back. And we’ll be happy.

Forever and always… we’ll be happy… whenever I decide to awaken…

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